I think everyone who's lost a parent wonders. Longs for it, even. And the funny thing is--even if you can find out for sure what it would have been like, it's not quite enough.
[Al sounds tired but vaguely happy when he says it. He shrugs. Kitty, meanwhile, flops on her back and presents different body parts for petting, mostly her stomach, sides, neck and shoulders.]
It was my first fall here and it was starting to get cold out. It was raining and I found a box of kittens, crying. They were still young enough to be nursing. I waited and the mother didn't come back, so I took them to a friend's house. He was used to raising cats.
He showed me how to feed them, and I hand-raised them. The others all quickly found homes, but- she was special.
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Date: 2012-06-07 01:59 am (UTC)Did you get any visitors? The event?
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Date: 2012-06-07 02:02 am (UTC)... ah. Yes. My parents, Winry, the Colonel, my teacher, and Maes.
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Date: 2012-06-07 03:41 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2012-06-07 03:43 am (UTC)[if indeed Al had ever needed a father.]
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Date: 2012-06-07 03:52 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-06-07 03:54 am (UTC)No. No, there's a difference between what we need and what we want.
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Date: 2012-06-07 03:57 am (UTC)Even if I grew up okay, I wonder how it might have been, I guess.
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Date: 2012-06-07 03:59 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2012-06-07 04:06 am (UTC)That doesn't mean you didn't miss out.
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Date: 2012-06-07 04:13 am (UTC)I have to accept the fact that Luca's going to grow up fast, too.
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Date: 2012-06-07 04:14 am (UTC)Growing up fast doesn't mean you can't enjoy things the way you would if you were still young.
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Date: 2012-06-07 04:16 am (UTC)[Only now does he notice Kitty following at their feet.]
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Date: 2012-06-07 04:18 am (UTC)[Lucifer looks back at the cat when Al does.]
Good thing I didn't bring Sugarplum, hm?
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Date: 2012-06-07 04:26 am (UTC)[Kitty mewls and rubs up against Lucifer's leg, bell ringing. Al stops with a sigh.]
She likes everybody.
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Date: 2012-06-07 04:27 am (UTC)[He's tall, so he has to kneel down to pet her.]
How did you get her?
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Date: 2012-06-07 04:34 am (UTC)[Al sounds tired but vaguely happy when he says it. He shrugs. Kitty, meanwhile, flops on her back and presents different body parts for petting, mostly her stomach, sides, neck and shoulders.]
It was my first fall here and it was starting to get cold out. It was raining and I found a box of kittens, crying. They were still young enough to be nursing. I waited and the mother didn't come back, so I took them to a friend's house. He was used to raising cats.
He showed me how to feed them, and I hand-raised them. The others all quickly found homes, but- she was special.
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Date: 2012-06-07 04:37 am (UTC)[Lucifer, on the other hand, sounds guarded. He listens to Al's story, but says nothing after it.]
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Date: 2012-06-07 04:38 am (UTC)A relationship between us wouldn't work.
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Date: 2012-06-07 04:40 am (UTC)Besides, you'll be surprised what the other stages of grief can make you want to do.
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Date: 2012-06-07 04:42 am (UTC)[Still rubbing Kitty's neck]
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