[ 'I'm angry. I can't stop. I can't stop myself, I can't stop being angry.' ]
It's a bird. Heâ He fucking loves stupid birds! And, it's small, and it thinks it can fly, and it can't. It can't. I had to.
[ it escalates, progresses into open, furious weeping. ]
Someone had to remind it, otherwise it'd look at the sky too much and be loved by him and I can'tâ
[ a half-moment of only silence, then he slams both hands to cover his face, bawling now. ] I don't know why, I don't why, I can'tâ I can't stop, once it starts. It's little heart. I don't know why. It scratched me and it cried and I just kept going I don't know why.
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Date: 2012-10-18 05:46 pm (UTC)It's a bird. Heâ He fucking loves stupid birds! And, it's small, and it thinks it can fly, and it can't. It can't. I had to.
[ it escalates, progresses into open, furious weeping. ]
Someone had to remind it, otherwise it'd look at the sky too much and be loved by him and I can'tâ
[ a half-moment of only silence, then he slams both hands to cover his face, bawling now. ] I don't know why, I don't why, I can'tâ I can't stop, once it starts. It's little heart. I don't know why. It scratched me and it cried and I just kept going I don't know why.
What if I hurt Luca?