[ ah. for a second, he isn't sure whether he wants to turn more away or tilt his face closer. he is feeling self-conscious and bizarrely isolated, however. maybe because that constant throbbing makes him think of nothing but the contract, how claude's fingernail moved against him to create it, his eyes all magenta and horrific, and he wonders, in a panic, if he's managed to obliterate the contract by doing this.
or, maybe even worse, if it was when he arrived here.
it's, at this point, impossible to keep his thoughts steady on al or the chicken or anything else. he takes a gasp, then he's racking sobs again, suddenly, but with more gasping, nearing hyperventilating. ]
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Date: 2012-10-20 06:10 pm (UTC)or, maybe even worse, if it was when he arrived here.
it's, at this point, impossible to keep his thoughts steady on al or the chicken or anything else. he takes a gasp, then he's racking sobs again, suddenly, but with more gasping, nearing hyperventilating. ]