[ it really, really shouldn't be this easy to make with teeth alone raw cuts across the tongue, both on top and bottom, but true self-loathing can make a person do a lot of things. he hasn't severed it, but he's somehow managed to ruin it enough for it keep bubbling up a little, not unlike a gash on the skin that takes a day to properly close itself.
tears sting, so he clenches his eyes shut and stifles a sob when he feels al's hand, shoulders shuddering. biting into it, hadn't hurt at all, and all he could think of was the contract and of claude, claude lying about the worst possible thing, his lack of being there, and alois' own stupid inability to let go or hate him properly.
his teeth aren't settled against tissue anymore, and it feels swollen and burns, and he swallows and swallows the tiny bursts of blood that come up, keeping a hand over his mouth. he wants to scream though. he wants ice water. he wants the whole damn thing removed entirely. he wants to be a headless hen. ]
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Date: 2012-10-20 05:43 pm (UTC)tears sting, so he clenches his eyes shut and stifles a sob when he feels al's hand, shoulders shuddering. biting into it, hadn't hurt at all, and all he could think of was the contract and of claude, claude lying about the worst possible thing, his lack of being there, and alois' own stupid inability to let go or hate him properly.
his teeth aren't settled against tissue anymore, and it feels swollen and burns, and he swallows and swallows the tiny bursts of blood that come up, keeping a hand over his mouth. he wants to scream though. he wants ice water. he wants the whole damn thing removed entirely. he wants to be a headless hen. ]