It's not a lie, wanting him to be happy. And even if he weren't with someone- I wouldn't do that to Negi.
[He eyes the seat, then takes it.]
Break is -- I love him dearly, but our personalities are better suited to friendship. I know I wouldn't be able to meet every need he has, and I know that part of him would always... it means less from me. My forgiveness. I can't touch any of the darker parts of him, because he'll lock them up tight, away from me.
So I'd never be able to heal him. Not completely.
[It's taken him ages to understand this, but he has.]
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Date: 2012-03-18 05:27 am (UTC)[He eyes the seat, then takes it.]
Break is -- I love him dearly, but our personalities are better suited to friendship. I know I wouldn't be able to meet every need he has, and I know that part of him would always... it means less from me. My forgiveness. I can't touch any of the darker parts of him, because he'll lock them up tight, away from me.
So I'd never be able to heal him. Not completely.
[It's taken him ages to understand this, but he has.]